Made Clear In A Dream

okay well.... From marniestar in Me and Me only (257 days old)

i know i havent worte on here for a while so i thought i might just do a quick post..... well.....what can i say......i left my last job and had to move back in with my parents, n its going great. … more

well... From marniestar in Me and Me only (437 days old)

went out last night with my mates, n it was going great having a nice dance ad all that having a few drinks and stuff then some dickhead decied to be smart and jump over the dance floor and kicked me … more

last night From marniestar in Me and Me only (448 days old)

was well wierd. It was like wtf i mean one min im fine next i loose the erson im meant to walk back with and i dont walk back on my own i hate it i get well scared! I ended up seeing one of the bou… more

OMG!! From marniestar in Me and Me only (456 days old)

Omg i am so extremly happy at the moment!! I got back in contact with an old friends from primary school who i lost contact with when i went high school and then his older sis went to the school and w… more

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! From marniestar in Me and Me only (502 days old)

i keep just being horrible too my parents and its not fair on them and me coz i hate being this horrid bitch that doesnt know when her mood is going to dramaticly change!!! its really not a nice fe… more

i need a job!!! From marniestar in Me and Me only (503 days old)

im fed up with being at home all the time its just soooo boring and endless and i need money!!! i hate being broke well at least not having enough too go out for drinks with my mates when ever i want… more

ok then From marniestar in Me and Me only (503 days old)

well i havent stopped drinking since like friday lol just having a good laugh with friends and all that im just abit fed up of being someone else there are only a couple of people that i can be mys… more

not very happy!! From marniestar in Me and Me only (510 days old)

well im happy that i get to see my mate who came over n all that but i just hate the fact that no one can trust me around my sister coz i get to aggresive and might flip out and hurt her :'( its re… more

ok soooo..... From marniestar in Me and Me only (516 days old)

im like dieing from a cold!!! ask how i dont know?? lol i keep coughing and sneezing and i really want to go out with my mates tonight but i really cant!!! just thought id come and rant lol … more

well... From marniestar in Me and Me only (518 days old)

i av a fukin cold n full of tierdness n 2 top it all off i have an important interview 2moz at 10 in the god damn morning so i went town 2day 2 get sum interview clothes its for an apprentaship with t… more

LALALALA From marniestar in Me and Me only (520 days old)

i fukin hate racist ppl!!!! i went out last nyt n a bunch of them were out n was proper proud of it n all dat i wanted 2 twat them so badly spec wen i found out that they got ma mate kicked out of … more

well..... From marniestar in Me and Me only (524 days old)

i am feeling much better these days and i think its the fact that i spent a week down south visiting family and meeting new family which was really cool and i cant wait til i see them all again they a… more

im feelin From marniestar in Me and Me only (536 days old)

almost better i still feel tierd n warn out from bein sumone im not i almost told my best friend last nyt but i stopped i didnt wanna put a downer on her but im off out 2nyt 2 av a couple of drinks… more

I HATE LIFE!! From marniestar in Me and Me only (540 days old)

i cnt take it anymre im totally fed up with being happy clappy random marnie 2 everyone im rele fed up its so tierin making people think that everything is ok n its rele not i cnt even tell my sup… more

ive not been here in a while From marniestar in Me and Me only (561 days old)

not only do i mean online but in this sort of mood i saw the guy who put the gun to my head on saturday in town and it totally freaked me out not only that i usually go out to this really cool club… more

hi worst 2 weeks ever From marniestar in Me and Me only (592 days old)

hi sorry i havent been online for ages life has just been abit meh lol 1. i got tonsilitus on the thursday still went into work then the next day i hadnt slept n was really ill so i took a day off … more

meh From marniestar in Me and Me only (610 days old)

i havent even been on here for a couple of days i didnt really have much too write si meh haha i still dont i had a really good time on friday me and my friends on friday night we had a right l… more

fruit and my diet From marniestar in Me and Me only (614 days old)

well i have been on my sisters diet for 2 weeks now and have lost 3 pounds yayayayay im well loving it i just want to look really slim again i was a size 10 and now a size 14 im not very happy abou… more

woop From marniestar in Me and Me only (615 days old)

i dont know why i am soooo happy today oh yeh its friday tomoz lol which means get to go back to where i normally work on monday i hate coverig for other people in ashbourn hall where as if im cov… more

what the hell From marniestar in Me and Me only (616 days old)

i cant be arsed anymore are just sooooooo bored of life at the moment its just sooooo repetetive (or how ever you spell it) i cant wait til i get a better life go back to college and just have some fu… more

why me?? From marniestar in Me and Me only (616 days old)

why fucking me i cant take it arghhhhhhh i try putting on this brave face but really im breaking down inside and i cant show anyone aprt from you lot how i feel because everyone else just thinks im… more

work From marniestar in Me and Me only (617 days old)

i now have to go to bloody work well i shoukdnt complain really should i its only 3 hours but it is soooooo boring i guess i just have to get through it as i have to start saving up money to go on hol… more

boo From marniestar in Me and Me only (617 days old)

im high on those new meds well not high just really hypa n happy haha today was my 1st day at work on the meds and i was really dopey all morning and i kept forgetting what i had to do it was quite… more

i cant believe it From marniestar in Me and Me only (618 days old)

i cant believe it ive been thru sum shit lately n its been making me abit upset n i dont really like to go out n shit like that so i was seaking to my suport workr about it n coz i cnt sleep n that he… more

erm..... work From marniestar in Me and Me only (624 days old)

im just about to leave for work so i thought id leave summit for all u blogers to read erm...... yeh im not that interestin tbh apart frm the fact that i am glam n love clothes n shoppin n erm i got t… more

Sunkist From marniestar in Me and Me only (626 days old)

im sat here drinkin sunkist whilest my sisters sat there nex 2 me watchin super market sweep yeh i dont kno why either lol i dont rele kno what to write but im so bored n was just surfin and thinki… more